These past 4 months have been very difficult. I have never had to deal with these kind of emotions. I've never dealt with another potential so soon.
The situation is more complex than the theory of quantum physics. It's extremely confusing and strange.
Words cannot describe how much I've tried. My patience is really being tested.
I have never been so exposed and out of my comfort zone.
This is good. I don't think I could have learnt what I have - For years to come; but it's a heft price to pay when it comes to emotions. Emotions that can either make you or break you.
I've never been one to quit. I've somehow managed to make it again?
Say hello to paper. Paper will now be my new friend!
Something so simple, has given me that dose of chill. I just attended tafsir class with the comfort knowing sooner or later something good will come out of all this heartache.
I'm still in pain. Chin up. Smile.
Thank you ya rabb.